Presenting my Crazy Soul alongside Failures with a touch of Happiness!

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Hey Folks, welcome to Nasreen-E-Scape. Sounds somewhat unique right? It ought to be. We as a whole need to be exceptional in our way. My name is Nasreen and I need to escape from this miserable, exhausting additionally dull everyday routine which we as a whole are experiencing from 2020, it appears ceaseless. This is my first blog hope you all like it. Before I start I accept all are strong and smiling. Online media and innovation play an incredible part in keeping all engaged and positive. The books and novels were life saviours for me during this lockdown as I'm an ardent reader. I love to read books especially Jane Austen and Ruskin Bond while I keep turning the pages it makes me feel like I am re-visiting my childhood alleys. I love to do sketches, especially with charcoal ones. On weekend I prefer to visit the cafe recent favourite is Marbella anyone staying in Kolkata should visit once. The Alfredo pasta, fascinating vegetables with garlic cheddar toast dunk in white sauce was mouth-watering. Love the decor and admired the serene ambience. Marvellous experience in Marbella even staff were friendly..

I am very friendly and love to do street shopping. I would prefer not to talk about critical stuff here enough predictions done by new channels and newspapers. We need everybody to take a gander at the positive side. As humanity, we possessed ourselves show the disposition of reviling our self not being reasonable. No, we ought not. It is alright to put concealer and premier on our face to look perfect but imperfection is destructive to hide one misery when it comes to failure. Everybody offers guidance as it is free that is the reason might be. Everybody gazes up to rich individuals and achievers but why not talk about the average person with the same inclination and pushed them towards equilibrium. Talking about failure is not a crime everyone is free to discuss it in open. Satisfaction doesn't come from good designation, great compensation, or brands. If that is the case then no prosperous person would be sad and broken.

When I was a fresher going through my process training, my trainer used to say one sentence, and that is "Grass looks greener on the other side". I used to giggle but after over five years I concur. that it is true. I have a collection of failures and zero accomplishments still I am cheerful because I can choose whether I out to be happy or sad. Life is precious we cannot be complaining about it the whole time. When I was working in Gurgaon, I was happy, getting decent pay, and felt some motivating force driving me. Credits cards, shopping, carrying on with life yet then, at that point out of nowhere end, I returned to Kolkata because of a family emergency. Need to pay my mobile bill, EMI, and Visas no alternative except for the need to find a new job. So I joined an MNC as we as know that Kolkata is a city of Joy, to be straightforward for a delight not for a decent pay(No resentment it is my thought). I recall October 2017 when the salary got credited truth is, I was not content as it was exactly half of what I used to receive from my previous company. I am never clinging tightly for pay text anymore stating "your salary is being credited...". I battling throughout the previous 4 years to change my circumstance and return to the bygone one. To save my cash, I quit travelling from Ola and Uber opted for the bus those days did every possible thing to spend less as my salary is more limited. Whenever I used to see a family taking haven on the side of the road I used to thank God since as I am in a better place. I am trying to adjust a lot, having sleepless nights, ignoring friends, etc as I was feeling not okay. I could have asked my father for help, but then I thought I am grown up enough to handle this kind of shortcoming. At times an idea bing for what reason to offer pressure to your parent they are during a time when I need to comprehend.

Over the most recent three years, I have applied to end the number of MNC's, given interviews, and got rejected more than twice sequentially. When I was in Gurgaon when to give an interview for AMEX ie, American Express I got rejected as I pronounced a word incorrect it should be fond not found. the solitary beneficial thing was I wound up having a pleasant feast. It is my funda that at whatever point something terrible occurs or I flopped for the most part I go to a decent café or restaurant to eat. So on my last day of Convergys which was on 1st

September 2017. The following day I visited the MGF mall's Pizza Hut and delighted in it to the fullest then took walk to DLF city old memories. This is my method of withstanding bad days. Everyone faces hardship at some point in life. We have no controls over what life throws on us but we all know to handle that situation.

People take great care about their belonging which has a warranty but our life has no such warranty still we hardly care about it. So this is me, I considered expressing myself so any individual who is in similar circumstances doesn't need to feel desolate. Life is beautiful, a miracle happens so keep hoping don't lose hope. We tend to look at tragic parts instead of the good old days.

Goodbye for now till my next blog something funny, stay blessed, and keep exploring life.